USA Broad Swords 2017 Fundraising Campaign

USA Broad Swords 2017 Fundraising Campaign

Please consider donating! I just did.

From the page:

Support the USA Broad Swords on their BotN 2017 Campaign

The USA Broad Swords will be the first full team of women from the USA competing at the 2017 Battle of the Nations tournament in Barcelona, Spain on April 29th – May 1st. We are fundraising as a team to help offset the cost of travel and lodging as we represent the USA on the worldwide stage.

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A great reminder for us all, not just control freaks like myself, and the author, lol.

Desarie Annadurai

Here’s a little window into who I am. I like planning. I like having a schedule. I like making lists and getting things done. I love it when things go according to plan. I am satisfied when I can tick things off the list – some might say I am an organised freak. It’s just so much nicer when you know what you’re doing step by step, but how many of you know when you ask God to be present in your everyday life, when you ask Him to be actively present in the small and big decisions in your life things don’t really go to your plan… In fact these things you wanted to have accomplished by a certain time are now totally off schedule. Your plans are now interrupted by God. Lately, my prayers to God have been something like this “Where are you God?” or simply “Why?”

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I went to a strip club

THIS! This is beautiful, FEARLESS LOVE and Church, THIS is how Christ loves us and how WE are supposed to love EVERYONE! ❤

just a jesus follower

strip clubA while back I was asked by a group of pastor’s wives to go with them to strip clubs.

That sentence alone sounds strange. But hang with me.

At first I was a little hesitant. And not for reasons you might think.

I love people. Especially ones who are broken; it’s part of my calling. But, given what I’ve walked through, I know how fragile broken people can be.

And I know how insensitive the church can be.

And I was uneasy.

But, these weren’t just any pastors wives.

They had a vision.

One that longed to love on women that society had thrown aside.

It reminded me a lot of Jesus.

So, I jumped on it.

Their plan was to visit these clubs once a month to deliver a meal and gift baskets. I joined them the first night and I’ll be honest, I had NO IDEA what to expect.

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Meat Candy & MMA

I have neither. Lame sauce. I have a new workout program to start that’s MMA & kickboxing (Yes I know that sounds redundant) themed, but the worst sinus infection of my year going on. Even standing up at normal combat speed is excruciating. So I look longingly at the cover of the program, waiting for my body to heal its self enough for me to give it a go. Fluids and rest are the best…but boring. And Bacon. I have none of that either and that saddens me. *sigh* Sorry this is such a depressing post. Go watch funny cat videos on youtube and then do a handful of burpees, that’ll cheer ya up!

My spiritual gifts studies are progressing, and the leadership course I was attending through my church has come to completion! My pastor rocks, he’s letting me borrow the dvd to re-watch the lessons and get the couple I missed. I grew a lot, and I’m always looking to go further in my Walk. And to make it even more fun, I got some 90’s style gel pens to take notes in, ha!

I just realized, Psalms and Proverbs are like the meat candy of the Bible. Nuggets of Spiritual nutrition. Awesome. I’m gonna go have a little Biblical Bacon, because my soul is always hungry for God’s Truth. I’ll leave you with this morsel:

Those too lazy to plow in the right season will have no food at the harvest. Proverbs 20:4

Weekend in fiberglass Pt. 2

I was supposed to post this ages ago, and just didn’t get around to it. So here ya go.



Good times! I hope I never have to have a head cast done again, though. I struggled with the saw cutting it off even though it was quite safe. Mr Halliburton was patient, genial and a pleasure to work with, while being wonderfully informative. He is very generous with his vast knowledge of armor, weapons and the craft of blacksmithing. I highly recommend him, and I can’t wait to show you what he creates for me and my husband!

Find him on Facebook and take a scroll through his previous works.



This past month, there was a special event; I got baptized. Again.

Some folks don’t agree with multiple baptisms, but I felt this was the right move to make for me. I’ll explain…

I was originally baptized in 2005, during Army basic training at Fort Leonard-Wood, MO. The protestant Chaplin officer encouraged all who would go to heaven after death to be baptized in the Lord’s Name. I thought, Okay so this is something to check off my list so my butt is covered. I didn’t take it seriously. And I hadn’t prayed the Sinner’s Prayer of Salvation either. I didn’t know then that, that prayer was pretty much crucial.

Fast forward eleven years. Through the dark times of an abusive marriage, messy divorce, unemployment, homelessness, sexual assault, depression, suicide attempts, PTSD, and pain. And on through the brighter, better times of finding love, starting to realize God actually IS there, happier kids, a new marriage, steady home and income, friends, church family, and the understanding that I’m not weird and damaged but have been blessed with gifts to use for God’s Kingdom. A lot has changed, I’ve grown in maturity in mind and spirit.

Recently God put it on my heart to publicly declare my faith, and without even pausing to think it over, I blurted this out to my Pastor who happily said, “Hey that’s a great idea! Let’s see if anyone else is thinking about that as well!” When it was all said and done, there were nine of us there that day who stepped into the water. Most being children. It’s a bigger deal than people give it credit for. Those kids will remember that day, it will set the tone for their spiritual developement for years to come. I don’t regret the first time I got baptised, I think it still meant something even if I didn’t understand then. I think it helped this time mean more. God uses all things for His good plan.

Weekend in fibreglass & plaster Pt. 1

Yesterday and today are kind of exciting; our Armourer and his assistant are here in person, doing our armour casts! This is almost unheard of, we’re so grateful for this experience. We know our casts and measurements will be near perfect with the craftsman able to take them personally. Which means our armour with be excellently fit to us. Custom. How cool is that?! We’ve been in touch with Mr. David Halliburton of Fieldstone Metal Crafts since about February, after multiple referrals to the quality of his work and character as a craftsman. I’m very excited for our finished product and after viewing several finished products, as well as hearing lots of great personal recommendations from previous customers. If you want to go custom and you’re in the ACL, BotN, IMCF, SCA, or another medieval sport or organization; Please let me recommend Mr. Halliburton. I look forward to sharing some photos later of the casting process and of course there will be lots of photos as the completed pieces start coming in. You can check out his facebook page here.

Shortly, my legs will get wrapped in quick-setting fibreglass to make casts of my legs. We did my arms last night. We’ll also do my torso, and then later we’ll use plaster to make a head casting. Yup, that will be wild! I’ll update more later!